CeridwenMerriam

I don’t have reasons to give up I don‘t have reasons to give in Still they want me Still they call me The voices of those early days They still haunt me in my dreams I won’t listen I won’t break I don’t have reasons to deny I am left to my demise Still I’m trying I’m not dying I am what you left behind All your pain that just reminds You of what you Lost that day Nothing will ever be the same Not today and not again This is the end Of what we began!

I still remember times of old When the serpent used to sing Of seraphs’ golden choirs And the war that they would bring I still remember times of old And the dragon’s early days Of the angel’s laden promise And the Morningstar’s disgrace Like a moth drawn to the fire Like a candle to the flame The son of dawn gathered his army Same as him in all but name The holy spoke their prayers And the lost souls spoke their curse Awaiting their damnation In a battle to reverse The Golden One has fallen Defeated though he might His light lost to the darkness But shining still so bright A beacon in the chaos Of his kingdom se

I’d wanted to be brave I’d wanted to be strong How could I be so wrong? How could I be so wrong? Is there nothing I can do? Nothing I can say? I know that I have hurt you then but I’m the one who’s dying of the pain I need some guidance from above to right all of my wrongs There has to be a way to return to how it was I’d wanted to confess I’d wanted to avow How could it go so wrong? How could it go so wrong? Is there a chance to change your mind? To leave the past behind? I know that I have failed you then but I can promise you that I will fight!

An angel wrapped in demon skin Always on the run Can’t hide what you are Or erase what you’ve done Your wings have been clipped Stripped of your grace Banished to earth Till the end of all days Was it worth the pain? Was it worth the try? Was it worth the screams? And was it worth your cry? You still remember When all was new You knew your place And when honor was due But a spark was ignited A seed had been sown Revolt in your heart At the sight of his throne You took your chances You fought to the last But in the end it was useless Now it’s all in the past You chose your role You played destiny’s game You lost a

Calm, gentle night You take away my worries All the like Calm, gentle night It’s all the same to Sinners and to Saints Calm, gentle night You hold the key to My eternal life Calm, gentle night In your embrace I dream Of days gone by Calm, gentle night Come what may and you’d still be My haven and my praise Calm, gentle night Lay me down to sleep So I may rise another day